I Love This Girl But..?

Okay so back in March 29 2009 I met this girl. She didn't look like my type %26amp; I thought she was just ugly.. but we began to talked and for some reason.. this girl that I never though I'd love I fell in love with. We became an instant bound to be couple(just friends at that momment). We played around %26amp; had fun.. did all that cool stuff. Playful fighting. June was just our perfect month. Then came July.. :)) we started dating but our arguments became a bit more intense but we still loved each other. We were in each others daily life(bad idea?). We would argue like 3-6times a week between July and September. When September came I could see us fading away because she just didn't treat me right anymore.. our conversations would be dish water dull..flat our boring. In October our arguments were at the extreme. October 15th 2009.. I went out to buy pizza while talking to her on the phone then when I got back home she hung up on me because I was eating the pizza not not really saying anything.. so I messaged her on facebook since her mother took away her texting. Asked her why she hung up and yeah she said because I wasn't saying anything so I looked on her page and she wrote something and I thought it was for me which I highly think it was but her friend commented on it messing it up so I got mad and made the biggest mistake ever. I told her that her best friend should stay the F out of this(something like that I don't really remember). We were just going at it then I told her I didn't care of her friend died right now I would give a F. So that got her pissed and she said some stuff along with "don't talk about someone that I love more than you".. I became enraged and just said something very mean about her friend and we just got into our relationship and why things have been happening then she said she couldn't do this anymore and I told her I was sorry but she still said no. Ever since that day I've been trying to get her back which is probably a mistake idk .. didn't go to school to learn about relationships but yeah. Things have gotten a bit silent and now she treats me like complete ****. We can only talk online and keep in mind she has no texting.. I managed to get her on the phone once but it was only for about 20minutes or so and a few weeks after I asked her if we could talk again and she said no because all I talk about is random stuff.. I wasn't expecting the call and didn't really know what to say. We've talked about us and got somethings out like she jujst wants me to be a 'friend' right now in her life and how my only goal can't be just getting her back. So I just went with it and stuff.. I calmed down and have been controlling my anger and swearing. I still draw her pictures like I used to even though she doesn't really give a damn about them.. I still have her teddy bear that I bought her and is hoping to give her someday.. along with a ring :'[. I know I messed up really bad. I learned alot from this experience and still want her back but I'm willing to wait until she's ready again. Keep in mind that I was never looking for a girlfriend in the first place. I'm afraid of her loving somebody else.. which has already happened :[ I don't want any other girl but her. I don't want to look for another one because I was never looking for one.. she's the best thing that came in my life So Far and even though I've been hanging with friends for years she knows me the most. Running our of characters.. sorry if this doesn't make sense. Can any of you give me advice? I just turned 16. She's 15. Don't tell me I'm 'too young' I don't want to see it! Should I keep living my life with the wind flow and let whatever happens happen and possibly meet someone else or with this girl that I like now and probably won't like later in life? We promised so much and I really love her. I never broke any of our promises.. :s help me.I Love This Girl But..?
Just keep living your life with the wind flow. I mean, you didn't expect her; who knows what else could turn up? Don't count yourself out or wait for something that might never happen, and she doesn't seem particularly interested at the moment. Just live your life and if she changes her mind and wants you back she knows that you are interested, she'll come to you.
So deep breath now you got it all out doesn't that feel better...



Man up pure and simpleI Love This Girl But..?
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At 16, you will have plenty of opportunities to meet other people, male or female, friends or interested gender.



At this junction, you are probably feeling the effects of the "breaking up" and you will still question/blame yourself what was, what is and what if. Its natural.



Respect her for her decisions to remain friends - it could have been a hard decision for her too. But give yourselves some room to see how this friendship will or should go towards. At a much later time you will realise that life still goes on and there will always be other opportunities for you and her.I Love This Girl But..?
Okay so from what i can see,when you guys were together both of you were miserable and would fight all the time. If you were to get back with her then the fights would still be there, you might have "changed" but that doesnt mean that she has. Not to mention the fact that she left you, maybe the whole thing with her bestfriend did make her mad but if that was enough for her to break it off with you then maybe she was just looking for any stupid excuse because she wasnt happy in the first place.

Take your own advice, move on and just live your life. Just like she came into yourlife unexpectidly, another girl will come into your life too. It might be hard but you just need to ask yourself what will make both of you happy and that probably means not being together.

You're young, you have pleanty of time to fallin love and get into a serious relationship. In the end just think about it like this, do you really want to spend the rest of your highschool years with this girl thats just gonna make your life a living hell?



and if you still dont like my advice and think that she is still worth all of the trouble then maybe look at it this way, Girls like what they cant have. If you show that you have moved on and start maybe even showing interest in other girls and she notices then maybe she will notice how much she misses you and will try and get you back. Just dont act clinggy and stop paying so much attention to her, be a normal distant friend because as soon as she starts noticing that you'removing on, it will drive her crazy. Trust me, thats how all girls are.