Do I have depression?

I have been feeling pretty down ever since the winter last year. I did cut myself, I try to keep myself from doing that again these days, but sometimes it gets uncontrollable. I find myself avoiding my old friends, I use to love playing softball, and it is my life. Now, I don't even want to do that. I avoid everything now, and I never noticed it until my best friend mentioned it to me. I do not remember anything. It is getting extreme; I do not even remember little things like eating pizza last night. All days are now blurred together, and I feel that I deserve nothing. That I get much more than what I deserve.. Most people would not think I am like this because I am normal when I am around my good friends. However, when I am alone, I go crazy. I cry and freak out. I always need someone around or I will go into what I call "down mode". In addition, another symptom is I freak out about losing the people I love. I just randomly get scared that I am going to do something dumb that is going to make them leave me and quit being my friend. Another weird thing I have noticed is a bunch of muscle, back, and head aches. I am always tired. I have a horribly hard time trying to stay concentrated in my classes. And, most of all no matter how hard I try to think positive, it always leads to negative. I tried to be happy, but it just seems hopeless now. Like there is nothing at all that I can do..... I know that something is wrong with me.. Can someone tell me what exactly I have?Do I have depression?
You do have depression!

You do not cut because you are depressed but because you feel confused, angry or dejected. Try promising someone close to you, who understands you that you will not cut yourself. Try to calm yourself by going to the beach, swimming, adopting a pet, admiring nature, fishes, etc. You would feel a lot better. Go to someone who is close to you, who understands you and open up all your problems to him/her because it seems as if something is bothering you. When you feel depressed, hug someone and cry on their shoulder. Beware not to cry to yourself when you are alone. If someone quits your friendship, it means that they don't deserve you and not the other way round. The people who accept you as who you are and what you are only are the real friends, the rest are just acquaintances. Your body ache is a sign of you feeling stressed out; the nerves too get stressed. Relax your nerves and try out getting massaged. Till you overcome this, do not try to concentrate. Let your thoughts flow in a positive way. Imagine something which pleases you.

You are wrong in a way. There are lots you can do. In-fact you can do everything. Even this condition of yours can be changed only by you. You have the whole world in your hands.

Throw all your pressures away and go and enjoy your life buddy. Good Luck!
thank you for the help! I went to my best friend and told her everything. Things didn't start getting better RIGHT AWAY, but it got better in a period of time. I just decided to forget my worries, cause there is nothing I could do about them. Things are back to normal now. Again, thank you! :)

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Do I have depression?
You have common depression from false hopes for love and life . This caused the down feelings. You have an unprotected aura. This causes aches and pains. Our society is bad for not teaching these facts and they are considered a holy secret and protected by the politics of the family. Some one has to teach you how the aura works.
You have depression if you think you have depression. If you think you're happy, you're happy.Do I have depression?
Being depressed doesn't cause you to cut yourself. You mental stability suggests that you seek professional help because if you don't you want be with us much longer.

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